Is My Faith in You?

This is something I have written on this site before. I believe in my spirit this is something God is bringing me back to. I received this during church this Sunday. A great message from God was unto me. It was a moment of reflection - self-reflection. All I am going to write about is for the soul purpose of being open and truthful in my walk with the Lord. I am not perfect and the struggles I face everyone else also face.

Where is your faith, Rey? Is how I heard that question. It's not the question written on the title here. Are you struggling? Are you still connected? Is there hardship? Are you emotionally there? Connected with God? These are the subsequent questions that came to my heart. They touch deeply. They made me reflect.

Honestly, I have been disconnected. I have not been there. Emotionally, I'm getting cold. Spiritually, I'm dying. My faith is a candle burning in a windy cold night. Hope is drying out like water in the desert under the heat of a strong sun. I'm still there holding on to my connection to the Lord.

God help me shake this off. Help me move from this drought. Help me accept you. Accept the help You provide. The only way out of here before the abyss of a spiritually dead person is You and I NEED YOU, God. Please don't let my hand go. I want to hug on to your arm and never let go, God. In the name of Jesus I pray, amen.

Blessings,

R. Rios Ramos